The opposite of war isn't love it's creation

4.19.06

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:10:09 GMT

today should be a bad day
but it's not because i am happy
a part of me hopes he is too...
although he doesn't really deserve it

i'll be with chris now ♥
*peace*

so happy....

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 14:57:05 GMT

so today is a happy day
one day is a good day ♥

yeah he makes me smile like no other
4.16.06

R.I.P Greg

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:52:57 GMT

I didn't know him
but he went to our school and today was the one year anniversary of his death
So my LJ today is all about him
Rest in Peace Greg
Know that you are always with your friends, your school, and even complete strangers who never knew you but know your story

R.I.P ♥

ahhh

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 21:25:33 GMT

so i decided i want to be invisible to everything and everyone
why you may ask??

just because i'm sick of everything and everyone...♥
other than that everything's great

*peace*

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:18:46 GMT

i found this on an old friend's archive thing
maybe some of it will sink it...

"The Song of A Bird Without Wings"

She wanted love
And only found pain
Her life was one damn crying shame
She locked the door on the outside world

Tearing so hard from reality
All she wanted was a break
Some time from here
The peace to come
The pain to stop, to wipe away her tears

She looked in the mirror
And all shed see was shattered glass and shambled dreams
She poured her heart out and nothing ceased
It was time to move on to another dream

My best friend flew away three days ago
She broke my heart and took me with her...
Never realizing my love, not here to see my pain
All i wanted was to help her
To bring her back to me
She left me here now, all alone
What shall become of me…

She looked in the mirror
And all shed see was shattered glass and shambled dreams
She poured her heart out and nothing ceased
It was time to move on to another dream

Once upon a time i had a life
I had a place to call home
Now all i do is suspend in misery
And watch my helpless hope
I never wanted to hurt her
She had to know that
But as she gave my eulogy she cried the rivers blue

My best friend flew away three days ago
She left my heart in tears
All i have now is this stupid picture
My last memory of you

I see u cry and i wish i could hold your hand
But we're to far way
Someday well be together as planned
I hope you still love me anyway

..yeah i like this poem now
*peace*

haven't written in a while...

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:05:11 GMT

well to start things off i am back from Mexico (obviously)
it was amazing
i ♥ mexico

Friday i went to see MMC(marymount manhattan college) ♥♥♥
ahh such an amazing place
i really just feel so at home there it's amazing
PLUS the dorms are absolutely amazing

mehh i just tried to comment mary's post and it won't let me
stupid contraption
well..CONGRATS MARINATOR ON NYU!!!!!!!!!

sooo much has happened since this past thursday
i don't want to go into it really
i just feel to hurt and betratyed
everyone knows what i am talking about too so i'm not going to say anymore besides that at least now i know...

What else??
well right now i am filling out my MMC housing application to get a totally sweet room
i really do love it there
okay well that's all for now..
gonna go figure out why i can't post comments..

BYEEEE ♥

Road Test/Mexico

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 03:14:33 GMT

friday is my road test.
i hope i pass.
::crosses fingers::

saturday i go to mexico.
ohh emmm geee!!!
yay.
excited now.

my brother today had surgery on his arm.
he's okay now.
but his arm is in a big sling and he's very dizzy.
i love him.
more than he knows.
yeah..brother/sister love.

okay that's it.
g'nite my loves ♥

first entry

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 22:08:05 GMT

So this is livejournal...
i guess it's more exciting if you went on more.
Well I'm packing for my trip to Mexico at the moment.
I don't have enough shirts and i think my suitcase is too bug for the lack of amount of stuff i am bringing.
Maybe i'll fill it with stuff i buy.
who knows!?!
not me.
that's for sure.

So i was sick all week.
Then Coyle told me my article was pulled.
Plagiarism.
I didn't do it though.
Funny i guess.
Margaret basically wants to kick me out.
Apparently being accused of something you didn't do and still having to pay for the consequences isn't enough in her eyes.
Whatever.
Kick me off and see what it means to me.
I'll save you the trouble and tell you.
A lot.

The Olympics began!
That makes me really happy.
I love the Olympics.
Especially the Winter Olympics.
Go Team USA!!
Michelle Kwan dropped out today.
Too bad.
She was one of my favorites.
But now Emily Hughes is in.
That's Sarah Hughes younger sister.
I bet whoever reads this won't even know who she is.
That's America for you.
Anyway.
I know Emily Hughes trainer.
She came into Starbucks and complained a week ago that she wasn't going.
But now she is.
So i suppose she's done complaining.
I wish her the best.

What else is on my mind?
College.
Yeah.
I got into the places.
But i don't think i'll be able to pay for it all.
Money.
Blahh.
Open house was cancelled today.
Stupid blizzard.

I'm going to go back to watching the women's 3000m skating speed race.
I'm out.
*Me*